Not forcing the writing but I still want to hear
What my voice has to say.
Coaxing up a few thoughts and spreading them out on the page.
What comes up?
Trying to decide what is undeniable. What is it that I can't deny?
How about 'I am here'? Can I deny it?
Or better yet, 'I am'
because you could argue that 'here' is an illusion.
If I deny that 'I am' then who is doing the denying?
Fuck logic so full of these traps.
Just sit quietly and disappear.